So tired these days....

Oh my god...
Don't know why just so tired...
Too many things going on....
Assignment. exam. quiz. presentation.....
blablabla....

Anyways, still can't believed that there are so many people haven't see this before.
It's awesome You Must Have To See It... :P

Enjoy...

I Miss You

Just got back from school...
Finished a darn Econ presentation...
Being very busy for the last two months
Endless quiz, endless exam, and endless paper...
Wendy wasn't home yet
Only me...

Suddenly, feel like crying
Lots of thoughts went though mind
Happiness, sadness, angriness,sorriness....
Miss you on the bed do nothing and watching out the window...
just like seeing a angel in my room...
Everything was not important anymore
That's called peace...
A true feeling from heart
Sorry I changed
Not that Optimistic anymore...
But it's the best thing of my life that I used to have you...
You are always with me in my heart.
Thank you for be with me...

Getting Colder now!!

The temperature dropped dramatically these days.
from 70~80 something last week to today's 30~35.
quite drama, isn't it?
However, I like it pretty much!
So excited about the first snow really can't wait to see it.
always imagine that when the morning I wake up; it's all white outside the window.
if the class the class cancel too! that will be awesome!!

Some people say that this winter is going to be really cold. Last year was not that bad.
Maybe that's why I still like Michigan :P

Very looking forward to the first snow!!
gonna take lots of pictures!

A economy paper!!

I have a paper due next Monday at 06:00pm.
This paper supposed to be group paper; it's nine pages long and need to present during the class.
However, it's my own project now, because my partner dropped the class!!
And he never told me this! Sweet!! what's worse,
the topic of mine is :

"The congressional Budget Office is projecting a $500 Billion surplus this year. What is the best way to use/inject this unexpected windfall to improve the economy?"

Also, there are some requirement for this paper:

The position papers should be structured as follows:
A) Intro & Background of situation (What's really going on here)
-what is the current problem costing us - in obvious ways and ways that are not obvious
B) Economic causes/problems/issues
C) Economic remedies (Theory in action/ policies)
D) Consequences of remedies
E) Critical Defense/ Evaluation of remedies/solutions you have chosen

Lovely!!! It seems like it's gonna be a very long weekend again!!!

Another: I m engaged!!

真的不是我在說...
老美們也太早就結婚了吧?
這已經是第二個朋友訂婚了!

她們目前都還是學生
都有工作 一個在餐廳上班 一個在化學實驗室的stock room 工作
雖說是有上班 但據我的了解 是一個小時8塊美金 一週工作 at least 12 houses.
兩個人也在大學畢業後還要唸研究所
重點是! 她們的未婚夫們也都還是學生

這實在讓我很不能理解
難道真的是文化上的差異太多?!
密西根人很早婚 這我在剛到這時就已經領教過了
,第一學期 一個坐我旁邊上課的同學竟已經是一個兩歲小孩的媽了!
這時我不盡困惑
難道她們都不怕嗎?
結婚對於她們來說 代表著是什麼?
有想過自己是否夠成熟能夠養育下一代了嗎?
是否已經準備好未來將面臨的挑戰?
現實一點, 再婚後能養活自己嗎?
說有loan 但要loan到什麼時候?

對於我 要結婚是一種能夠獨立自主的象徵
代表著你已經是個成熟的個體
能夠與另一半組成新的家庭
養育並教育與保護下一代
讓他們健康的成長
要達到這些 必須要有一定的經濟基礎
要有經濟基礎就必須要有個穩定的工作
撇開發展性和薪水不說
穩定的工作致少讓你放心不用擔心下個月有沒有生活費阿!
一個學生 你要讀書 還要工作賺錢 如果有了小孩 還要照顧小孩
一星期就七天 168個小時 剪去一半時間是學習和讀書...
睡覺吃飯看電視...還要留一定的時間去賺錢養自己
光想到這就覺得好累 而且有點不實際
讓我開始好奇 到底 婚姻 對於美國人代表著什麼?
一種承諾? 我真的不知道...

well I m not saying that I don't agree with those who get married very early; I m just quite surprised that there are lots of American doing this .
But to me, I can't accept that. I can married while I am still a student and without a solid financial support and a stable job, income.

Still, very happy for her. And wish her have a nice marriage.

星期六

最近的天氣都是陰陰冷冷的
太楊已經有一陣子沒出來笑了
難得的今天
整天都可以看到太陽
天很籃雲很白像油畫一樣 真的到超假 !

除了好天氣外
我的肚子也反常的一直跟我說話
很認真的聽了半天 但一句也聽不懂
不知道昨天吃了什麼東西大概讓他不太高興...
well還好他沒搗蛋

今天是不知道在這的第幾個星期六
其實每次到了星期六
就會有種想懺悔的念頭
覺得每個週末都是個重新振作的開始
從今天起 要好好唸書 要唸超過進度
做到課前預習和課後復習
很認真的用想的過了快一天
結果還在這打網誌

為什麼總是覺得自己缺乏行動力
重要的事 總是一拖在拖...(將寫好的信寄出去難到這麼困難嗎? 快點把轉學事情搞定那麼難嗎?)
但無關緊要的雞毛小事 ...(一天到晚只會吃)
卻一個當頭的搶著做
哀...就是一個字 賤!
欠人罵...

下午和聖峰聊了一下天
感嘆時間真的過很快...真不知道自己這些日子都再漫無目的個什麼勁!!
來美國都一年多了
英文卻還不真是我的第二語言
到底現在自己和當初定下的目標差了多遠?
說請來真的很慚愧

下週一要考Macroeconomic 週二要考 Organic chemistry 再下週一要交 Macro的 final paper, 9 pages long plus a present, which is a group paper but I can't find my partner for the last two months... Besides, I have to deliver my application form before the end of this months.
明明就有一推事情等著去做
為何到現在還是沒有振作的決心呢?
總是要拖到最後一刻 才在一個頭八個大的趕...哀....
真是一個不負責又不成熟的死小鬼阿我 ....

好啦~去唸書啦!!
加油加油....(再次對自己信心喊話...)

Halloween dress up

As usual, we dress up and have fun.
However, I really wanna go trick or treating. but my friends just telling me I am too old for trick or treating. :(
Nah~~~~I wanna do that next year, no matter whether I m too old or not :P

Wendy's jack-o'-lantern

Maid(Hillary), Bad Kitty(Michelle), Witch(Wendy)

Devil(Henry again)

Pirate(Wei),Witch(Wendy),American(Sandy),Devil(Henry)

Good Luck Chuck

Last night we went a movie; Jessica Alba's "Good Luck Chuck"
At first I thought it's a comedy however, it turns out a little weird to me.
I don't really like the hints; it's a little bit over too many sexual stuff.
Anyways, I had fun and it's a pretty funny movie.

Btw, after movie we found out that, actually, we can just go into another auditorium and watch another movie. Well but we were not planning to spend so much time there, we came back. I think next time I will try see if I can really watch all the movies with one ticket!! :P